What a difference a few days can make...

I feel so foolish for saying, "I'm not even that nauseous, pregnancy isn't so bad!" in my last post. Its almost as if the "morning sickness fairy" heard me say that and decided to come down and tap me with her wand. Only that bitch isn't only here in the morning. She stays all day long. Sorry for the bad language on my baby blog but I am irritated! I am not hurking yet, I just constantly feel like I am going to. Yesterday I was a bad mother and thought for a minute that 9 months of this is just too much, and wished for a second that I wasn't doing this. Ambivalence at its best. Then I thought of my little pea-sized angel in there. And how my body only feels this way because it has to in order to make a good home for him or her.

Well its 10am on tuesday morning and I've been dissapointingly unproductive. All I have done this morning is watch TV and eat a peice of toast. As soon as I drink some much needed fluids I will go for a little walk on the treadmill. Then I want to find a store around here that sells "Preggo pops". Its this brand that makes candy with ginger and other things that naturally help with nausea. Our office had a few samples of "Queasy drops" which are pretty much the same thing (made by the same brand), since a lot of my patients deal with nausea. No one was using them, so I tried one out and it kinda helped for a little while! So I have got to find me some of those...

So that is my update....despite my complaining, all is well. I know the nausea should wear off by the second trimester, so I have about 6 weeks of this left. I better get used to it or it will be a long 6 weeks! Ultrasound is in 1 week! Keep us in your prayers.