Vintage Amy #1

Okay- a new feature for those who read:
Vintage Amy! I found my old blog from 5 years ago and have really enjoyed reading it. I thought it would be fun to break out a gem or two every now and then. eventually; I hope to somehow merge all my old blogs into one. This was the time in my life when I was a newly wed and in nursing school. Life was so different back then. I was so young...so immature...so....selfish :)

"June 11, 2005
Current mood:
irritated
Current music:
the sound of silence....not the song, really...just silence
crazy babblings...I'm lonely. If I would have known Ross was going to be gone ALL night, I would have driven down to Eugene. Damn *insert Ross' friend's name here*. Ross is at his friend ****'s house, and I don't think ***** likes me. He keeps Ross there until 5am and says things like "It's too bad you already have a housemate- it would be so much fun if you lived here". Seriously...there have been times where Ross has said "I'll be home at midnight" and then I wait for him, and then at 2am he comes in and says "I couldn't get away, ***** wouldn't stop talking to me and he looked really sad when I said I had to go". Well does **** not understand that men have lives of their own outside the world of computers, and maybe even they promised their wife a romantic evening and she's sitting there all primped up and waiting? I feel like he wishes I didn't exist so that Ross could be a part of his crazy antisocial band of computer geneuses that don't talk to women. He won't talk to me if I'm around, even when I totally try to make friendly conversation. Sometimes I worry that he's going to send out a hit-man to have me whacked off so that he can have Ross all to himself. I know I might sound mean, but I'm just babbling and overeggagerating about a real issue that bugs me. He never wants Ross to go home. I totally encourage Ross to go out and be with friends, but this one just bugs me- at least all of Ross's other friends like me. Who wouldn't like me? I'm so easy to get along with! (joking...but hey its not far from true!) Grrrrr...I understand that people are shy....but come on man, get away from the computer and learn how to socialize a little. There is more to life than computer fantasy land, and I can respect it if you are passionate about computers and games...but get out of the house. I know this SOUNDS mean, but does anyone else concur? When else can I let out these angry somewhat bitchy frustrations?"

wow, what a sweetheart, aye? *rolls eyes*